take three...but this time it sticks
Today I woke up with a horrible hangover. And the resolve to never feel that way again. I went to an AA meeting and joined it as a home group. (I've been there before.) I will do whatever it takes to not pick up a drink ever again. One day at a time.
I enjoyed the meeting. The first speaker went on and on, and I couldn't relate to his story of jails and rehab. But the second speaker was a woman who said many things that I could identify with, in particular about how we use alcohol to numb emotions. That is me in a nutshell. Feeling bad about myself, my family etc? Have a drink! No more.
Today I am grateful for:
Feeling like I can get back on track again.
For recovery groups--online and off, secular and 12 step.
For cranberry juice and ginger ale.
For knowing I will wake with a clear head tomorrow.
posted by Redhead Gal at 6:43 PM
7 Comments:
You can do it, one day at a time...
I believe you will get this. You keep coming back and there will be a time when you don't even realize it would your absolute last drink . . .
I believe something within your soul will ignite, and days of freedom will result.
I am grateful you are here.
however many takes it takes Red :)
thanks for sharing
August 20, 2006 .....
that date has a nice ring to it
Are you ready?
Your resolve is an inspiration, RG.
Wishing you all good things in the world...
JennaM
Get a sponsor. Do what you're told. Shut your mouth. Work the steps. And most of all don't pick up.
EASY.
:)
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