Not very talkative lately

Just posting to say Hi. I don't have a lot going on except rain, rain, rain and more rain. I've been feeling kind of flat and sleepy for a week and I think it has something to do with the weather. I've also been thinking the Antabuse isn't sitting right with me. I'm feeling kind of queasy and dizzy on and off. So I'm thinking I will cut back to one or two pills a week.

I'm not sure that I need the Antabuse much anymore. When a drinking thought enters my mind, I'm surprised how quickly I reject it. It's like some corner has been turned. However, it's still not much time since my last drink--not even 90 days--although not early in my recovery (been on this journey well over six years). So I don't want to get complacent and think I won't drink ever again because my addictive self is a sneaky little bastard.

Today I'm grateful for:

waking up without a hangover

my garden getting nice and green from all the rain (hey, I'm trying to look on the bright side here)

morning coffee...sometimes I start looking forward to it at bedtime

a wonderful mother's day with mom and my siblings and extended family

my 9 year old son who was the first to wish me happy mother's day and couldn't wait until Sunday to give me his home made card. He gave it to me on Saturday.