Still here

I'm still here but back to Day 2. Thanks for asking about me, RJ.

I try to examine my triggers. This weekend was started with a visit from out of town friends whom we always party with. I had resolved to just not drink but enjoy dinner and good conversation. But I just felt like such a bore.

My mother used to tell me you can have fun without alcohol. I never really saw that my parents did, and sure seems that alcohol is involved in just about every grown up social event where I live.

Alcohol has stopped being fun, when I can't stop once I start, and where I have to waste a day recovering from its effects.